I keep thinking back to the past, and how its effecting my future. its always been my securities holding me back. from having drum major in the palm of my hand, to being a lead vocalist and soloist in jazz band, and to being a shining dancer on the dance team. all the great opportunities I had that I just let pass me by bc I doubted myself, whether it was being shy and scared or simply not believing when my mentors did, and letting my competitors get the best of me. I could have done and been so much. but now that I’m getting opportunities thrown at me again, I’m not backing down. fuck I’m going to be so big.