如果我有我自己的世界裡，一切都將是無稽之談。沒有什麼會是什麼，因為一切都將是它不是什麼。而相反，明白自己是，它不會。而且它不會，我能。你看到了嗎？
If anything I do, it's to be happy, and to teach others to be happy and find meaning in life. My answer for that is love. Everything worth living, being a human being, i.e. a soul with a body, is to love and live happily. You are who you are and you control your mind. You can be who you choose to be and happiness is just another choice in your journey. . ℒℴѵℯ
Dreaming
Sometimes, when youre in a dream, you dont think youre dreaming, you think its real. Sometimes when you youre awake, you cant tell whether your past dreams were just dreams or reality. It can make reality and fiction confusing, you cross both works from whats hidden in youre mind to what you are living.
Sometimes, when i was younger, i had lucid dreams. I could control it from years of practice. I could change seanaries, play out my fantasies, and control everything.
Now im at a half way point. Last year id know that i was draming and ud try to fly, but id gradually flost then fall. If it was night, id try hard to make it day but itd turn dark again.
i dont know why this has happened, but i think its because im letting go of the power od my mind. Too much stress. That alone doesnt suffice the meanings of my dreams nor where or why they are what they are. Dreaming is such a big topic for me now more than ever since theyve been changing and experiancing a lot of strange and different things. It tells me about my mind and myself. The life im living and my strengths and weaknesses. Can i make them lucid again? Or will they distortedly mirror my handle in my life and what im really going through…
How we spend our days is, of course,
how we spend our lives.
how we spend our lives.
Best Buy Mobile
The president and CEO of Best Buy Mobile is in Cali tonight, and tomorrow I meet him and am having a sesh of the store. Plus, my managers put me to talk to him since they already told hi’m about my interest in a commercial since they’ve been making so many and he said he wanted to talk to me. Nothing will bring me down now, so ready to make an impression :)
The biz
My cousin Taz who just joined the pussy cat dolls is going to hook it up with some connections for dance. Personally I hate the group, but if she knows a certain Gaga who needs back up dancers, shes got my number! Gahhh, things that you’d think are impossible are starting to happen. I’m so glad I came back to Cali. Time to hit up Montaray and meet up with tony for some modeling!!! <3
I’m meeting the president and CEO of Best Buy Mobile tomorrow! I’m working late tonight to make sure everything is perfect! I can’t believe they are making me work when he comes in, and now they are making me walk him through the department. I know it’s so I can get into a commercial, but I’m so scared and exited! I’m gonna rock this :D
